By Claire Slattery
Phnom Penh for Connect Asia
abc.net.au
For thousands of Cambodians, the fate of their loved
ones under the Khmer Rouge regime of the 1970s remains a mystery, and
the focus sometimes of a life-long search for answers.
DC-Cam, the
Documentation Centre of Cambodia, is an organisation dedicated to
collecting and researching documents from the Khmer Rouge period. From
time-to-time, new documents and photographs
emerge that provide people with information about how their friends and
family members died but, a recent donation to DC-Cam has done just
that.
Chuon Reaksa was eight-years-old when he last saw his father
in 1976. For 36 years, Mr Reaksa has searched for answers about what
happened to his father after he disappeared from Cambodia's Battambang
Province during the Khmer Rouge Regime.
"They
sent him by train to Pronet Preah around my family, the whole family,
only three days in Pronet Preah and he go, he leave family. So at that
time, the information is finished until now I found him in picture. I'm
very sorry," he said choking back tears.
The passport-sized,
black-and-white photograph is one of almost 1,500 recently donated to
the Documentation Centre of Cambodia. Since 1995, DC-Cam has been
collecting and researching documents from the Khmer Rouge era.
DC-Cam Director Youk Chhang says the latest
donation is the largest ever collection from the Khmer Rouge's
highest-level security prison, Tuol Sleng, also known as S-21. A former
government employee had been harbouring the pictures in her home for
more than 20 years.
"But I think that for so long she felt guilty,
that perhaps others might benefit from these photographs, because she
had heard that people looking for name, handwritings, pictures, so that
she can put to rest, so she decided to give to us without revealing her
identity," he said.
It's estimated between 1.7 and three million people died during the Khmer Rouge era from 1975 to 1979.
Many
perished from starvation and disease, but others were murdered at the
hands of the paranoid and oppressive Communist regime. An estimated
14-thousand people, most accused of being enemies of the state, were
sent to Tuol Sleng. There they were brutally tortured, interrogated and
kept in desperate conditions, before being sent to be executed on the
Killing Fields.
The regime kept extensive records during its
time in power, and on arrival at Tuol Sleng, prisoners were photographed
and made to give their biographies.
Only about 5,000 of these
photographic portraits are known to have survived, but Chhang Youk says
from time-to-time, people come forward with more.
"I think it's
very Cambodian. When you live through the Khmer Rouge seeing people from
that period you feel like they are a living person, even now if you
asked me to burn a piece of photograph, I cannot do it. It's a matter of
culture or respect and that someone might be related to you. I think
she saved because of that, not because she understood the significance
of the photograph at all, (but) because the photographs speak to her,
you know they're living people, when you look at this person, and you
can relate to it because you're from the same generation," he said.
Youk
Chhang says the latest donation comprises 1,427 photographic portraits
of Tuol Sleng prisoners, including Khmer Rouge officers, Vietnamese
soldiers, two unidentified Westerners, and more than 1000 Cambodians.
"I
knew a lot of people in the photographs, we found some Vietnamese, we
found people who worked for the UN, we found people who worked for the
USAID, we found the former editor of the newspaper, we found the in-law
of someone I knew of, we found teachers, I found diplomats, I found
people who returned from Paris to help rebuild the country also here,"
he said.
He says the photos reveal the extent of the regime's paranoia and ruthlessness.
"Look
at this woman - they even call her grandma, but they kill her, you know
in the name tag it's called Grandma Som, they even address to her as a
grandma, they even kill their own grandma and this is horrible I mean
had I one of her grandchild looking at this photograph I could get very
emotional. How could she be a CIA? She's 78-years-old," he said.
Hundreds
of children and the elderly were imprisoned at Tuol Sleng, as well as
many of Cambodia's educated and professional classes, including Chuon
Reaksa's father, a doctor.
"I very sorry with my father that
injustice for him, very injustice for him. He is the medical doctor, not
in politics, why he killed? This is my disappointment with the Pol Pot
time," he said.
Photo:
Tourists at the Tuol Sleng museum in Phnom Penh (Claire Slattery )
He said he didn't know what had happened to
his father until earlier this year, when an old family friend revealed
that he had been sent to Tuol Sleng prison.
However, Reaksa was
misled because his father's name was incorrectly listed on prison
records; he was only able to piece together the puzzle when a photograph
was discovered in the latest donation.
Details handwritten on the
back of the portrait reveal Mr Reaksa's father Chuon Heng was arrested
on the 21st of February 1976, and killed on the 22nd of May that year.
He was 37-years-old.
"I feel very sorry and very glad when I see
his face again, because his face, his picture, nothing, in my family. I
have only a small picture card. And he was younger than me," he said.
Youk
Chhang said the photos will help provide answers to some of the
thousands of Cambodians who regularly contact DC-Cam looking for
information about their loved ones.
"We get very frustrated
because most of the photographs have no name and we cannot tell, and
when they give us name especially people living in the village we have
no ability to identify people in the photograph. So it's a huge help, at
least a thousand of families- grandchildren of those who have died, to
put this behind and move on with their lives. It's a huge, you know,
this brought a new life to those who've been searching for the loss of
the loved one for 30 years," he said.
For Chuon Reaksa, his almost life-long search is now over.
"Finally
I am happy receive it, very happy and my heart happy and everything
release, because the secret problem now clear, that I keep in my heart,
noone know," he said.
3 comments:
I still don't know what happen to mine till these day, I wish I have known something......?
This guy should go and ask Ta An what happen to his father...
IT WAS SAD, SORROW, TO LOST FAMILY,
LET FORGET ALL OF THIS,
IT WAS 35 YRS PASSED BY,
MY FATHER, MY OLDER BROTHER WAS DIED IN ( KR ) TOO., LET PUT BAD THINGS, BEHIND US,
LET MOVE FORWARD WITH BETTER LIFE, BETTER CHANCES, BETTER COUNTRY
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